So Much More: Pudding

Monday, September 15, 2008

Pudding

And when I got all settled on my branch and supper was over with, my sweety brought me pudding! He knew it had been a hard day...... The warm, smooth texture of the pudding coated my wounds, it covered me in a silken gown and gave me comfort. I needed that. The evening also brought phone calls from my daughters wanting to know how "the appointment" went, and there was so much more to the day......but the pudding made it a perfect day..........

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Anonymous said...: I was telling my husband the other day about our family meals when I was a kid and the kinds of foods I grew up on. I told him we didn't usually have dessert, except popcorn on Friday nights and the beloved pudding nights. The bowls of warm homemade pudding were such a treat! The hardest part was waiting for it to cool long enough to safety eat without blistering your tongue. The sweet memories of warm pudding; October 1, 2008 at 6:43 PM

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Tarzan?......why tarzan?

As noted in my profile, I was diagnosed with follicular non hodgkins lymphoma on November 30th, 2007. We were on a trip to the grand canyon area when I first became sick and noticed a lump on the side of my neck. Following an exam, many tests, and a surgical biopsy, I learned that for now I have a very slow growing lymphoma and over the years they have learned that immediate treatment will not change the outcome.

This is very different from when my Mother died of it in 1976. At the time hers was discovered in 1971, they saturated her with radiation over a 5 year period of time. Since then they now know that since it is not curable anyway, they would rather keep the patient off of treatment as long as possible. The modern terminology for this is "watch and wait".

At the time I have no further symptoms that I can not live with. I am low on energy, but part of that can be contributed to just age! Though I have some damaged veins in my neck due to the surgery, the nodes in that area come and go and have not caused any concern yet.

Watch and wait is NOT an easy way to live, we know the lymphoma will flare up again some day, so that tends to keep one aware of any changes. Of course I worry and of course I have problems with stress. However; since I look to my oncologist for guidance and rely on his wisdom, I am following his suggestion of pretending to be like Tarzan....... Tarzan in the movies who, while swinging through the jungle, always had a vine to grab as he was going from tree to tree. My oncologist has assured me over and over again that the vine would be there when I need it. As I grab one vine, another will be growing for me as I move through the jungle.

He explained to me that research and improvements in treatments are growing at a rate that is nearly faster than the growth of my cancer.

The message for all FNHL cancer patients, is to become "tarzan" like..... go ahead and climb that tree, stay alert, live life, and when you to need to reach out for that vine it WILL be there! As will the next one, and the next one, and the next one. Go ahead and swing through life and do it with confidence..... As with everything, there is so much more to the story, and so much more to life than cancer.

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